Almost thanks giving!!!

hey so here is my second post! i had a very good weekend!!! with my wonderfull girl friend. friday we went to marietta for a wedding on saturday brenns and kristin it was so good and bery beautiful im so happy for them, then saturday hung out with the fam and played games, i came in second to my sister........lets not talk about that.....because some one like to think baking cookies is more exhausting then the great depression... heather cough cough....but anywho ready for this well needed break to spend with my family and friends, going up to athen to play in the annual smith jones bowl for thanksgiving and i can not wait, and fiannly the reast of my family gets to meet my amazing beautiful girl friend! well i will let you know how it goes, hope yall have a good thanksgiving god bless

My first one

Sooo my girl friend uses this so i though i might also, man where should i start this year has not been even close to normal i have had to much good happen and yet the worst in only a few short months, ok so good i have met the girl of my dreams heather buchanan i love every little thing about her, the way she smiles, the things she does im crazy about her and i could see myself marrying her!!!! she is that amazing i could just go on and on and on about her. Our relationship is just so unique if we had met maybe 2 months earlier or even later i really dont think we would of been together but at that time it was perfect we were meant for each other and i know God had somthing to do with it. ok another good thing i made it into CSU took alot of pain and tears and just rough times but i made it and it helped me become a better person by doing it, the one bad side is i am leaving my friends my brothers everything i konw and love i have lived in the same house for 18 years i knew nothing else but my area, i played high school football and had some of the best friends i could ever ask for, austin cooley, david cooley, tyler conrad and bryan leonardy we were inseperable until i moved....... that had to be the heardest thing in my life was to leave. as i said i played high school football i was pretty descent but had bad luck with injuries with my knees my sophmore and senior year and still bother me today so no college football for me :( but life goes on. ok well here ceom some bad things as i got into college everything was going good and about a month and a half my dog passes away, i could not believe it i loved him so much JD for john deere i will always think about him he was my little fat boy :) ..... well after that things started to shape up again i was doing pretty good in school still amazing girl friend and then i got that call, that one phone call.....my dad bioloical father had passed away........ i was stone struck didnt know what to do what to say i had not talked to him for 9 months before that...........i still grieve today about him.....i hope he knows i love him and miss him he was my daddy tought me to be strong be compettive i mean i am him i have everything of his. i love him........well i had not been the same since then i had gotten into arguments stupid arguments with everyone idk it just hard i love my girl friend so much its just sometimes i cant be happy.... but she does make me feel like the bestr guy in the world....but then again this other person came back into my life who absolutely hate i want them out but they wont go they talk bad about me andmy GF say stuff about me and dont even know me i want them gone but it wont happen so i have to hide my anger keep it in......for as long as i can even though i know everyday i will always have that hate for them...always... im not a hateful person but this has just happened recently and well my life is still good i love my girl friend with all my heart, i just have to turn to god for guidence and protection.....well ill take a break for now this is alot i hope everyone is having a great day god bless.